Thursday 2 May 2019

I Promise

My dear, it has been too long since the last time I post an entry. But today, an entry is needed as requirement for one of my subject (CCUB 1621). And today I would like to share my thought on the song, 'I Promise' by Harris J. Of course guys, I am not a music major but, this is my thought whenever I played the song during free time, doing assignment and sometimes, when I feel down.

Firstly, there is no specific reason on why I choose this song to make a review, because I am the type of person that love all genres from Nasyeed to K-pop music. And I am not really have any favorite song, because yeah, I just played whatever Youtube has recommended. So, this song just came across my mind as I was thinking what song should I review. At first, the song 'Save Me From Myself' by Harris J invaded my mind because these days I was struggling in my studies and tends to be little off my track. But, when I pondered at what is the reason I am struggling right now, I promise came and somehow, this song send the positive vibes and remind me the reason I am here studying, for the first place.

So here, I want to share my earliest thought when the first time I heard this song.

Based on the title, I thought it refer to our promises with our partners or the best thinking is to Allah. It is unavoidable because when you see the singer, his face literally shows 'Hey,I am the hip hop guy here, and please listen to my song worshiping Allah' kinda vibes. Then, the first paragraph of the song make me wonder, of course, I think anyone would thought that 'I will always be there' referring to partner because, newsflash, that is one cliche line that you would give as promise to you partner. Am i right? 😎😎

Then, all the lyrics after that made me realize that this song actually tells the promises we made as a daughter/son to our parents. Lets take a look at the lyrics.

I promise, Harris J

I promise anytime you call me
It don't matter where I am
I'll always be there, like you've been there
If you need me closer, I'll be right over
I swear, I swear

Every time that I need you by my side
Every time I lose my way in life
You're my circle of life, compass and guide
There behind me
And one day when the tables finally turn
And it's me you're depending on
I'll put you first, hold you close
Like you taught me
Know that I'll be there for you, for you


Chorus:
I promise anytime you call me
It don't matter where I am
I'll always be there, like you've been there
If you need me closer, I'll be right over
I swear, I swear
I promise anytime you call me
It don't matter where I am
I'll always care for you, go anywhere for you
If you need me closer, I'll be right over
I swear, ooh


There are days when I just don't want talk 
And your feelings hit a wall
But that won't change
The love you've raised inside this family
Everything that I do is to make you proud
I just want to say it, and say it loud
You're my heat when I'm cold
The place I call home, and always will be
Know that I'll be there for you, for you
Chorus

Having someone to go to
Having someone to love
Having both is a blessing
That was sent from above
Oh I know that wherever I'll go
You'll be forever in my heart
Chorus

Yup. It seems you already made promise when you schemed over the lyrics. So, can you figured out whom the person that Harris promised to? Who else we depended on during our 20 years living? And the one who listens to our thoughts and problems? The one who pick us up when we fall? Of course, you already know it. Our parents.

The purpose of this song is to reminds us, we need to repay all the sacrifice that your parents have gone through to make you sit proudly in university classes, air-conditioned office, high-position or even you able to live up until this morning. If there is no one cared for you, you would have ended up somewhere else, or worse, can not have the taste of a piece of life.

This songs also tells us the best way to grace their presence in your life. Never abandoned whenever they calls. Even if you live miles away from home, never failed to call them, and ask what they are doing even they never be the one to calls you first. And if that happens, know that they missed you so much, too much that they set aside their worries that you maybe would not pick up the call.

That is parents to you.

They worried too much if they have disturbed your daily life by calling, simply to ask 'how you doing, my child?'. They worried how you manage daily life alone, now that you had to stay far for studying, working and even after you start-up your own family.

Therefore, this song came a reminder, when the table have turned, never forgets to do the same for your parents. They might not say it to your face, they just hoped that all the loves they gives for 20 years of your living worth it and they will be rewarded when the time comes.

I hope that my writing would open up your heart, realized that if you are struggling in studies right now, it is for whom? If you are missing some part in your life even you have all the fame, money, what it is? Look back behind you, they are the one you are struggling for. They are the one you should repay their deeds to make your 20 years live comfortably and full of loves.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PxN6X6FevFw